Age:21
Height:5'5"
Weight:128
BMI:21.3
Dress Size:4
Highest Weight:140
Lowest Weight:112
Goal Weight:110
Favorite Diet Food: Rice Cakes
Favorite Binge Food: Veggie Burritos from Jimboy's
Favorite Exercise: Biking, but I run because I feel it burns more
Thinspo: Jesse Jane
Where Do You Slip Up?
Chocolate Aisle
When Did It Start?
Right after high school, about 3 years ago.
Does Anyone Know?
Yes, but not to the extent that it is. And my husband is kind of letting it be right now, since I am not in immediate danger.
Do You Want Help?
Not really.
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day?
Always less than 1,500. I think I had less than 1,000 yesterday.
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror?
It varies. Usually I see myself and say "You look okay!", then some days I think "Cellulite, pouchy stomach, weird butt, thick ankles, long nose, just ick!"
Are You In A Relationship?
Married.
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends?
Thin.
Are You Depressed?
Always.
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide?
Yes.
Ever Been To A Psychologist?
Two of them, actually. Didn't help much.
I AM -
[x-ish] anorexic
[] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 100lbs
[] starving yourself
[] participating in a fast
PEOPLE -
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic
I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being ana/mia
I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] being weak (but strong at the same time)
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself